For this very challenging recipe, you need:
2 cups sugar
1 can canned milk
1 tsp vanilla
2 tbsp butter
1 cup peanut butter
1/2 cup peanuts, chopped
I was baffled right from the start. First of all, I had no idea what kind of candy this was. Fudge, brittle, hard candy? The first line says, boil sugar and milk together over low heat until mixture forms a soft ball in cold water. I had no idea what that meant, so I looked it up and it was explained to me that if you put a small amount into a cup of cold water it would form a small soft ball that you could pick up and squeeze. It also indicated that if this was the first step, the candy was more of a fudge consistency. Of course, it would have been helpful if there was some mention of how much time this would take, because I stared at this for about 20 minutes.

When I tried the cold water test, nothing happened. But I thought, there's no way it takes this long, I must have missed the small ball phase, or just have no idea what I'm actually looking for, so I removed it from the heat and added the vanilla, butter, peanut butter and peanuts.

Stir it all together and when it becomes glassy, pour into a greased pan.

I let it sit for a very long time and it didn't start to set or firm up even a little bit. I thought maybe I had removed it from the stove too soon, and once again checked online to see if there was anything I could do to fix it. I found another cooking blog that said even though I had already mixed all the ingredients together, I should be able to reheat and then pour back into the pan. I put the mixture back into the pot and on the burner, and almost immediately it bubbled over.

Now with a nice sticky stove, I poured the mixture back into the pan, and I left it overnight thinking maybe it just needed more time. I had also poured it into a bigger pan, thinking that maybe if it were thinner it would set faster.

But I woke up in the morning to the same runny mess I fell asleep with. It tasted great, but it was like a sauce. I thought it would probably be a good ice cream topping, so I tried it on my vanilla yogurt.

So the next day, I decided to try again. First, I put on a CD I had gotten from my Grammy, to set the mood.

I talked to my friend Kathryn, who used to make candy with her grandma, and she gave me some advice. She said that the first stage, making the sugar mixture, takes a very long time and I just needed to be patient and wait for the soft ball to form. So I kept an eye on the mixture and tested every few minutes.

For the first 45 minutes or so, the mixture just dissolved into the water and nothing happened. And then, finally, about an hour in, this happened.

The soft ball! It was so different; all the previous times, the mixture had just formed a white cloud in the water. This time, it sank right to the bottom and formed this little ball right away. While the texture was a little sandy, it was definitely solid. I was ridiculously happy to see this little boogery looking thing.

I stirred the rest of the ingredients in and poured it into an event bigger pan. It barely covered the bottom, but I figured the thinner the better. I could tell in only a few minutes that this time I had done a better job, since when I moved the pan the mixture didn't budge. The directions said to cut the candy while still warm, so I tried to slice it into little squares.

This was kind of difficult, but I got it without messing up the candy too much. I let it sit overnight, and the next morning I tried to remove it from the pan. This time I think I actually should have used a smaller pan, since this definitely had a fudge like quality and it was sticking to the bottom of the pan, making it very difficult to get out since it was so thin. I used a spatula and was able to get most of the pieces out. The ones that stuck too much, I just rolled into little balls.

I put them upside down on a baking sheet and let them sit all day, to see if this would help the other side firm up. When I got home from work, my apartment was pretty warm and the candy hadn't hardened up at all. I put it in the refrigerator and took the dog for a long walk and when I got home... success!!

It finally seemed like real candy. Thin slices of fudge. If I did it again I would definitely use a smaller pan so the pieces would be thicker. But considering all the effort I had put into this, and how messy and sticky my poor kitchen was, I was very happy with this end result.
Next week, a cake recipe with no name! I read the ingredients to my mom and she identified it as one of her favorites so I am making it to bring home to her this weekend. I will make one for her, and one for my dad who isn't doing very well at the moment. Hopefully it will help cheer everyone up! For the purposes of this blog, we can call it, mystery cake!